Trust

When you are a traveller, you have to have a certain amount of blind trust. You trust that the bus/train will arrive on time and get you to your destination, or you trust that you will be taken to the right hotel by the motobike driver/tuk-tuk driver who just got you into their vehicle. If that trust is broken, it's not the end of the world. But that's not the case in the real world. If you break the trust of someone you love, it's damn near impossible to get it back. You can try and try, but no matter what happens one person doesn't trust the other. It's the beginning of the end really.

Trust is one of those amazing things in this world. When you have it, you have the world, but disrespect it and do something stupid and you've lost the world. And that's what I feel like today.......I feel that I've lost my world. I've lost my harbour in the tempest, my rock which I stand upon, and my future.

I'm such a fool.