A round of golf I hardly remember

The guys told me I played pretty well. They said I shot 79. They said I was automatic with the flat stick from 15 feet in. To tell you the truth, I don't remember much of the round of golf that my dad, Scott, Josh and I played at Mission Del Lago golf course. I don't remember much because mentally and emotionally I didn't want to be there. Mentally I was in Iowa, where I was supposed to be spending the happiest Christmas of my life. I wasn't out playing golf with my brothers and my father, instead I was in Bellevue, Iowa reliving some of the memories from Christmas of last year when my life was a lot more simple and a lot more happy. At the end of the day, it was great to spend time with my family, but in all honesty, I would have had a much better time had I been in Iowa, with the woman that I love, doing absolutely nothing. Still, I'm grateful for being around friends and family during a tough time for me. They did their best to try and keep me occupied mentally......and for that I thanked them, even if I didn't want to be there.