It was an emotional day for me.....one that I will never forget for the rest of my life. It was a day that I had anticipated, but hadn't expected. I couldn't help but be excited, but still cautious at the same time. This was a day that I dreamt about every day during my five month journey around the world......it was the day I was coming back and would see Carolyn for the first time since we last saw each other in Bangkok's airport in October, but I was not coming home, not to the home I wanted or expected.
I would have loved to have said something to her to change her mind, but those walls were too high to climb over and too thick to break through. She made it clear that I wasn't going to be able to hurt her any more, but all I wanted to do was to tell her I loved her one last time and to hold her close and always remember the good times with her. In the end, after all was said and done, I realized that we finally did the one thing we couldn't do when we were together.....sit down and honestly talk about our relationship and be open with each other. A bit ironic and cruel.
More later......
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