Friday, November 23, 2007

Fluke? What Fluke?





We'd all heard it before. The win in Austin last year was a fluke. The Aggies got lucky because Colt McCoy was injured. There was no way that t.u. could have lost the game if McCoy was healthy. The Aggies just happened to catch t.u. when their starting quarterback was injured and that's the only reason that they won on a beautiful day after Thanksgiving in Austin in 2006.

Well, I wonder what the excuses are going to be this time around?

I think that the folks over in Austin need to wake up and smell some of that tea that they are sipping because it's time to realize that they are in trouble when they play Texas A&M. A convincing 38-30 win in College Station on Friday, following last year's 12-7 win in Austin, showed that the Aggies bring out their best stuff against their arch rival texas longhorns. For those of you reading who don't think it's been domination time for the Aggies consider this; this is the third year in a row that the Aggies have out gained the vaunted and high scoring texas offense. That seems like domination to me. The Aggies jumped out to leads of 17-0 and 38-21 before allowing two late touchdowns in the fourth quarter to make the game look closer on the scoreboard than it was on the field. A&M ranked 101st in passing offense racked up 362 yards passing and a career day for Stephen McGee and a usually option happy offense. Need I go on?

But the win on Friday was much more than Texas A&M beating t.u. The win on Friday was vindication for all the Aggie faithful who had to hear about last year's win being a fluke. For all you Aggie faithful, you can proudly say......Poor longhorns!

The win was especially great for me to experience because I was able to be with my brothers and got a chance to see the joy and excitement on Scott and Josh's faces as they relished in the glory of the domination. They finally got their release and their own inner vindication. They finally got to see the pot at the end of the rainbow. And it was great for me to see that and to see them enjoy something that means so much to them. Still for all the joy in my heart at the victory and the chance to spend time with my family, I couldn't help but feel a bit hollow. There wasn't the special someone who I waited for so long to share that special day. It was a great day, but also a tough day.

More later.....

Wednesday, November 7, 2007

Man, I know what that guy was thinking?!

It's cold here in the city
It always seems that way
And I've been thinking about you almost everyday
Thinking about the good times
Thinking about the rain
Thinking about how bad it feels alone again

I'm sorry for the way things are in China
I'm sorry things ain't what they used to be
But more than anything elseI'm sorry for myself
'Cause you're not here with me

Our friends all ask about youI say you're doing fine
And I expect to hear from you almost anytime
But they all know I'm crying
And I can't sleep at night
They all know I'm dying down deep inside

I'm sorry for all the lies I told you
I'm sorry for the things I didn't say
But more than anything else
I'm sorry for myself
I can't believe you went away

I'm sorry if I took some things for granted
I'm sorry for the chains I put on you
But more than anything else
I'm sorry for myself
For living without you

Monday, November 5, 2007

Homeward Bound


When I get back to the States and to my family it will have been exactly five months since I left. On June 5th, I left Houston bound for Cairo with my younger brother and was full of excitement and a great bit of sorrow for leaving Carolyn in DC. I wasn't sure what effect the trip would have on me and I was kind of foolish to think that I wouldn't change as a person. Well, five months have passed and I can tell you that the trip has had a tremendous impact on me.

More later.....

Friday, November 2, 2007

Trust

When you are a traveller, you have to have a certain amount of blind trust. You trust that the bus/train will arrive on time and get you to your destination, or you trust that you will be taken to the right hotel by the motobike driver/tuk-tuk driver who just got you into their vehicle. If that trust is broken, it's not the end of the world. But that's not the case in the real world. If you break the trust of someone you love, it's damn near impossible to get it back. You can try and try, but no matter what happens one person doesn't trust the other. It's the beginning of the end really.

Trust is one of those amazing things in this world. When you have it, you have the world, but disrespect it and do something stupid and you've lost the world. And that's what I feel like today.......I feel that I've lost my world. I've lost my harbour in the tempest, my rock which I stand upon, and my future.

I'm such a fool.